sophia’s escapades no. 1 (5/12/17)

so here’s the thing- sophia’s escapades was designed to be a platform where i share my thoughts, feelings, poetry, and adventures. i haven’t posted much about those little adventures i take, so i thought i would start now. this is a trip i took to echo lake/ idaho springs, colorado on the last day i […]

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shout it

i’ve been writing a lot. about feelings- or a lack there of. it is all dark and disappointing, so i don’t know if i want to share some of the pieces just yet. it’s real, and it’s me. i’m not trying to hide anymore. i’ve been attempting to hide from God the past few months- at […]

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“God wants me to be happy”

i had a wonderful conversation with a treasure of a friend the other day. we discussed what our versions of life looked like, and how, as much as we wanted our lives to play out a specific way, that isn’t always God’s plan for us. i was vulnerable with her in this moment with something […]

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selfishly creating

one day i stopped creating, because i was creating for other people. the day i stepped out to try again is the day i started creating for myself. the words flow, and- writing heals me.

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a letter to my illness

(this is messy, this is raw, this is real. it was written in 30 minutes so i apologize for the lack of eloquence and beauty.) “hey t1d, nice to see ya. again. and again. i think i see you almost everyday if we’re being honest. i’ve tried writing about you. angry writing, sad writing, happy […]

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innocence

 a gentle figure tip toes around our room as to not disturb me when i sleep. but you often forget that i am a deep sleeper, and i want to remind you that it is okay to be selfish. stuffed animals are scattered on your bed and dried flowers are still placed in the vase […]

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my thoughts on falling in love

i’ve always been a bit petrified of the idea of falling in love. here is what i think about it: “the feeling of love scares me. being in love, falling in love, or having someone else love me. i’m petrified of not knowing where i will be in 10 or 20 years and wondering if […]

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lavender walls

the lavender walls envelop me and my soft white comforter is a blank canvas where all of my thoughts lay to rest. my head hits the pillow and i am asleep- dreaming of far fetched ideas and realities that only are true in my own existence. in the purple room there is a mirror that […]

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when i was 16

this is a little blurb that i wrote reflecting on who i was when i was 16 years old. here are some unfinished thoughts of how the Lord started working on my heart in miraculous ways. “when i was 16, my voice crawled its way out of my stomach and the sweet taste of bitterness […]

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singing in the shower

i ripped page after page out of my journal. some of them were filled with words that scattered the surface of the paper, falling into a puzzle only I had the last piece to. others were blank, awaiting my pen to scribble lines of hidden lyrics that i hoped had a deeper meaning as i addressed […]

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